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| sounds so simple doesnt it. so whats my lemonaid? what can i do with this hand ive been delt these days? school is tough i know i should try harder. but when you really really hate something why do it? is it worth it? honestly i dont know. i can suck it up, work my ass off to try and pass, or i can leave stb, forget it. sorget the structure froget english, but i cant forget the friends. i know it may be stupid to leave almost halfway into my junior year, but if im unhappy shouldnt i at least try to make myself happy. id be hard leaving my friends since most of them say this is a stupid idea, but i need the art its my passion, my silver lining, my escape from the real world. my recent advice was turn to God, hell get me through. but i think i pissed him off royally tonight. i completly opted out of ccd, had a huge fight with mom about how im getting nothing out of these classes i get it all in religion class. right? but then comes the topic of confirmation. which all my years of faith are leading up to. yes i want to make it i want to be closer to God. but cant i do that with out the boring classes. is that really a bad thing. i mean is it possible, or does it mean taht if i cant take the classes im not ready? i think im ready i mean just becaues i hate ccd classes doenst mean i dont want to grow closer to God. honestly i dont know. and then we come back to me failing english. figured hey maybe i should try and get ahead on some homework. great idea, which is how i came apon ralph waldo emerson. from what i can tell the dude was good. "in the woods we return to reason and faith." is that a hint some sort of sign. maybe i need some time in teh woods. maybe i can take a run clear my head get back to some reason and faith. maybe the woods would provide me with some answers. maybe my getting a head start on english, reading emerson is my lemonaid. maybe just maybe.
damn that was a lot. there was some insight some heavy stuff. but you know it felt great to let it out, to put it out there and maybe one of my favorit cousins will see this. and i know they are usually a big help.
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| so i pretty much forgot that this website existed. and the last time i wrote in here i was having anger issues apparently. well thisngs are better since then
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| GAHH! This sucks major ass man. So art class was the one class I really liked this year and I've already come to the terms that Molly, Bri, Phil, Scottie, and Meredith won't be there. But now I just found out like the worst news ever. So because of all the gay little f@$*ers that will be freshman next year there won't be enough of them coming to St. Bernards so theres not enough money coming into the school. And you know what that means? Well it means budget cuts. And whats the first thing to go? The art teacher so now f'in Mrs. Raymond will most likely be the teacher which sucks big time.
Mr. Conry, Mr. Blanchard, and all you gay little freshman you know what? You all suck and can KISS MY ASS | | |
| ahh yes add one more member to the boudreau (well he's a bergeron but oh well) clan
Brayden Michael was born on May 28, 2006 at 12:25 a.m. and let me just say he is quite the little cutie and we are all very ahppy to have him here
and Abbie congrats on graduating I am very proud of you (and yes don't worry ill send the pics in a little while) oh and good luck with soMeone
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and I still want that dang ball! 
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| skrew you your a jerck i had my doubts and they were right | | |
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